Regardless of the origin of the voice talking in your head right now, its effect on your life is undeniable. A quick look at the world around us reveals the prevalence of injustice, misery, mistrust and deceit, not only in the individual’s private life, but in the world affairs at large. Mistrust and deceit is considered so common that most of the readers not only don’t trust people around them, they also don’t trust themselves.
The parasite is very familiar with you and your fears and insecurities because it is its programming which inserted these fears in you. You fall in love and everything is happy and wonderful and your life is transformed by this love. But the voice in your head does not stop for a second questioning this newly found happiness; is it for real? Is he truly the gentleman he claims to be? Is he really not cheating on me? Am I good enough for him? Why is he “settling” for me? Nothing that wonderful has ever happened to me before, and it is too good to be true, so it cannot be true.
The parasite has already inserted the first seed of doubt in you; it was not able to survive while you were happy, because it feeds on negative energy, now the doubt is giving it time because it has generated some negative energy for it. The doubt, like any idea, needs self justification to continue on living; so it erects watchtowers looking for evidences that support its claim (that this love is too good to be true). Believe me, it is not hard at all to find evidences supporting your doubts all over the place. Who of us has not seen a movie with a comedy situation which started very innocently and morphed into a situation looking for the onlooker anything but innocent? A man is caught by his wife, who just came into his office, pants down, his hands tied to his desk and his secretary is kneeling in front of him. He says “this is not what it looks like”, and tells her a story that any “rational” person knows that not even and “idiot” would believe it.
As watchers of the movie, we know that he is saying the truth, the man was actually innocent; but the wife, who always harbored doubts about his fidelity and was jealous of his beautiful secretary, does not know. When she comes to his office and does not find the secretary in her place and her husband door is shut, the parasite propels her to go ahead and open the door instead of waiting for the secretary to come back. On witnessing what was going on in his office her doubts became FACTS, and huge surge of emotional hatred overtakes her. She shouts at both of them, storm out leaving the office shouting obscenities. The parasite kicks in big time, telling her all sorts of bad stories and make her feel small, humiliated, wronged, ridiculed, and tell her that only revenge is acceptable. It does not leave her until she is on her way to her lawyer filing for divorce. The parasites have feasted that day on a huge amount of negative energy to last them for a year.
I am using this analogy to familiarize you with a reality that you are only amusing yourself reading about, but not really believe its validity. Of you have believed its validity, you would never blame anyone for anything that you see them doing to you. Again, NO ONE DOES ANYTHING TO ANYONE. It is your programming which interprets events happening in front of you according to the code of this program. Whatever happens in front of you should tell you only one thing, YOU ARE WITNESSING WHAT YOU ARE WITNESSING BECAUSE YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS IS THE ONLY WAY IT IS. No matter who you deal with, as long as you believe people not to be trustworthy, you will only meet not trustworthy people. I know that you are reading these words, but do you really understand them? Or is the parasite telling you something else?
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